Refusing to Smile

Cheeriness gone,
Laugther gone,
Brightness gone,
Funniness gone,
Happiness gone,
Why is it gone?
My emotions,
It hurts,
Everything gone,

Hello loneliness,
Hello sadness,
Hello depressiveness,
Hello emotional,
Hello darkness,
Hello to these,
I refuse to smile,
Upon my joyfulness,
It's gone...