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It's pre written post. It's by random. Hmm let's see, what I might be doing now?
- Finally getting internet!
- Finally getting cable tv!
- Orintation
- Library and room nicely fixed up
- Reading still
- Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah
- Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah
- Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah
- I like saying "Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah" It annoys people *smiles*
- Going to bookshop multiple times
- Buying minature anime models
- Searching for anime dvds
- Already vegan
- I'm being tempted by my cousins and relatives by eating meat infront me
- BUT I'm well commited to my new diet
- Checking email/facebook/this blog
Do I miss you? Do you miss me? Me? I'm positive that I miss you my friends. And I miss actually blogging.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Freetime
Prewritten again.
How did I get lots of free time writing these prewritten posts? easy, I was in my room typing this, and my parents wasn't around. So there you go. Hmm This blog to be honest is semi-private. How? Only friends know about this blog and my relatives doesn't know I blog.
So cheerios for freetime
How did I get lots of free time writing these prewritten posts? easy, I was in my room typing this, and my parents wasn't around. So there you go. Hmm This blog to be honest is semi-private. How? Only friends know about this blog and my relatives doesn't know I blog.
So cheerios for freetime
Monday, May 26, 2008
It's Alive! [cue evil laughter]
I'm just saying one thing, this blog is not dead. It's active with some prewritten posts like this one. And I planned ahead because I know it'll take me time to get internet access. So the following posts are prewritten posts.
I planned ahead of things. So now look at this blog, it's still alive even though I'm not here.
I know it may be like a robot posting this. But get used to it for awhile. *smiles*
I planned ahead of things. So now look at this blog, it's still alive even though I'm not here.
I know it may be like a robot posting this. But get used to it for awhile. *smiles*
Saturday, May 24, 2008
What I might be doing now [Prewritten post]
[Note: This is a prewritten post, I've scheduled it to be posted on this day. And I still don't have internet access to blog normally. So my friends, just wait until I found Internet access and blog properly *smiles*]
What am I doing right now? This is just an overview of what I might be doing.
I might be....
- Reading
- Playing my xbox 360
- Buying books
- Fixing up my library/Study room and bedroom
- Cooking
- Doing TKD
- Out getting internet access
- Out getting TV cable
- Out malling about in bookshops and anime shops
- Watching my anime on this laptop
- Unpacking the boxes I sent last year and last month
- Playing with my youngest cousin
- Taking random photographs
- Checking facebook and this blog for messages by the use of my cousins' computer
- Go to my other house and fetch my Tamiya collection and some pokemon collection
- Playing basketball or volleyball or street football
- Out to go to find my new vocal teacher
- Listening to my music
- Refusing the trendiness of things in the philippines [this I hate, they go with what's new]
- Drink Starbucks
- [this won't be might be IS] IS 100% 24/7 Vegan
That's the list of what I might be doing right now.
What am I doing right now? This is just an overview of what I might be doing.
I might be....
- Reading
- Playing my xbox 360
- Buying books
- Fixing up my library/Study room and bedroom
- Cooking
- Doing TKD
- Out getting internet access
- Out getting TV cable
- Out malling about in bookshops and anime shops
- Watching my anime on this laptop
- Unpacking the boxes I sent last year and last month
- Playing with my youngest cousin
- Taking random photographs
- Checking facebook and this blog for messages by the use of my cousins' computer
- Go to my other house and fetch my Tamiya collection and some pokemon collection
- Playing basketball or volleyball or street football
- Out to go to find my new vocal teacher
- Listening to my music
- Refusing the trendiness of things in the philippines [this I hate, they go with what's new]
- Drink Starbucks
- [this won't be might be IS] IS 100% 24/7 Vegan
That's the list of what I might be doing right now.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Oh The Dust Bunnies!
Ai! Ai! I'm Leaving on a normal plane!! This Tuesday 20th May 2008, I'll be leaving at 10:30pm, arrival 1am. I'm in a state of depression that I might go sadder beyond sad! *sobs* But I'm Sober *smiles*.
All I've been doing this past week is looking through pictures of my IB years, BGIC V and pictures of friends. And of course some shopping of things on demand by relatives. But all I did is blogged and counted the days. And sorry my dear readers that you might be sobbing on your keyboard since my previous postscoming up to this day were either sad or happy.
Yes, I'm leaving BUT not for good! I'll be back around next year april or may which depends on my course if I have to do extra work in the summer break. With some plans like *thinks* road trips to KK or Miri? or a plane to Singapore?
Yes, this blog will be inactive for a while. Awhile meaning a week or two. When I get interent connection I'll blog straight away! So no worries my dear friends. And of course this blog will be collecting some dust bunnies for awhile!.
It will be inactive start from today! But I'll be checking messages in the taggerbox and my two favorite social networking! [Facester]
So For now see ya! And I'll see in a while when I blog!
Note: To my friends who is reading this right now (that would mean you my dear reader), I was wondering if you might be online this Tuesday Night? 20th May, Let's say around from 7:30pm to 10pm? Because I'll be bored and needing some company to chat [even though I'm with my mom but she'll be buying chocolates for my young cousins!] while I munch on my last and final piece of meat I'll be eating before I turn vegan. Please inform me yea? I might be online until the 19th May since I'll be busy packing.
======Tears streaming down you face, let it flow...Every inch of your tears is joy or saddness...======
Listening to: Home, Good Bye My Lover, Leaving on a jet plane, Celebrate me Home, How to save a life, You've got a friend, my heart was home, Home to stay and When I'm Gone (Eminem Version), You'll never walk alone and also some other sad songs you can mention.
Saddness I welcome thee, Joy I forgot where I put thee, My jokiness is brandished with pale blackness, Depressiveness you arrive to me. When I find you my emotions, I wish upon this tiny star afar. That I may find joy and rebuild myself. Finding these will be a fonding tender joy. But I refuse to smile again and let my sorrow face tell you my story. Pity, my smile is small but yet appreciative.
....I'll wander in the silence with my sadness...But I'll never walk alone because you're in my heart as always. Everyday, when I wander you're next to me in my heart with just one beat apart. Even though we're miles apart, you're still one beat away.
My dear friend, you and I will never walk alone. As we walk different paths, we'll meet again.
All I've been doing this past week is looking through pictures of my IB years, BGIC V and pictures of friends. And of course some shopping of things on demand by relatives. But all I did is blogged and counted the days. And sorry my dear readers that you might be sobbing on your keyboard since my previous postscoming up to this day were either sad or happy.
Yes, I'm leaving BUT not for good! I'll be back around next year april or may which depends on my course if I have to do extra work in the summer break. With some plans like *thinks* road trips to KK or Miri? or a plane to Singapore?
Yes, this blog will be inactive for a while. Awhile meaning a week or two. When I get interent connection I'll blog straight away! So no worries my dear friends. And of course this blog will be collecting some dust bunnies for awhile!.
It will be inactive start from today! But I'll be checking messages in the taggerbox and my two favorite social networking! [Facester]
So For now see ya! And I'll see in a while when I blog!
Note: To my friends who is reading this right now (that would mean you my dear reader), I was wondering if you might be online this Tuesday Night? 20th May, Let's say around from 7:30pm to 10pm? Because I'll be bored and needing some company to chat [even though I'm with my mom but she'll be buying chocolates for my young cousins!] while I munch on my last and final piece of meat I'll be eating before I turn vegan. Please inform me yea? I might be online until the 19th May since I'll be busy packing.
======Tears streaming down you face, let it flow...Every inch of your tears is joy or saddness...======
Listening to: Home, Good Bye My Lover, Leaving on a jet plane, Celebrate me Home, How to save a life, You've got a friend, my heart was home, Home to stay and When I'm Gone (Eminem Version), You'll never walk alone and also some other sad songs you can mention.
Saddness I welcome thee, Joy I forgot where I put thee, My jokiness is brandished with pale blackness, Depressiveness you arrive to me. When I find you my emotions, I wish upon this tiny star afar. That I may find joy and rebuild myself. Finding these will be a fonding tender joy. But I refuse to smile again and let my sorrow face tell you my story. Pity, my smile is small but yet appreciative.
....I'll wander in the silence with my sadness...But I'll never walk alone because you're in my heart as always. Everyday, when I wander you're next to me in my heart with just one beat apart. Even though we're miles apart, you're still one beat away.
My dear friend, you and I will never walk alone. As we walk different paths, we'll meet again.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Refusing to Smile
Cheeriness gone,
Laugther gone,
Brightness gone,
Funniness gone,
Happiness gone,
Why is it gone?
My emotions,
It hurts,
Everything gone,
Hello loneliness,
Hello sadness,
Hello depressiveness,
Hello emotional,
Hello darkness,
Hello to these,
I refuse to smile,
Upon my joyfulness,
It's gone...
Laugther gone,
Brightness gone,
Funniness gone,
Happiness gone,
Why is it gone?
My emotions,
It hurts,
Everything gone,
Hello loneliness,
Hello sadness,
Hello depressiveness,
Hello emotional,
Hello darkness,
Hello to these,
I refuse to smile,
Upon my joyfulness,
It's gone...
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Without Glasses
When I look through the world without glasses sometimes (sometimes meaning my glasses might get broken or just taken it off and view the world without it), my world is blurry close to blindness. My degress of my eyes? somewhat higher than 300+. Yes that high. It's like I'm blind but with really blurry vision.
And to be honest I'm typing this post without my glasses, I'm squinting and my face quite close to the screen. When I read the book is close to my face, when I play my xbox 360, I have to move closer to the TV. When I'm eating...it's okay...drinking...hard I have to look close.
I can recall an event when I broke my glasses' frame due to being too bendy and making it wearable....so it broke like that from me bending it back to place. So throughout the school week, my glasses taped (advice from Lukman, tape it and look like Harry Potter) and looking like a weirdo who just got into a fight and broke his glasses. So I resulted into no wearing it but struggle to copy my friends' notes of the school and looking at friends is hard, their face so blurry from far but when I get close and squinting I can see clearly who they are.
So, now I deliberately removed my glasses and view the blurry world.
Who to blame for my blurriness?
- Apple Mac, the first computer my dad bought ruined my eyes.
- I don't blame books.
- Teachers whose writing is so tiny that I have to squint.
Quick update: I've been packing.
And I dare you my friends who wears glasses daily, to view the world without your glasses. *cheesey grin*
And to be honest I'm typing this post without my glasses, I'm squinting and my face quite close to the screen. When I read the book is close to my face, when I play my xbox 360, I have to move closer to the TV. When I'm eating...it's okay...drinking...hard I have to look close.
I can recall an event when I broke my glasses' frame due to being too bendy and making it wearable....so it broke like that from me bending it back to place. So throughout the school week, my glasses taped (advice from Lukman, tape it and look like Harry Potter) and looking like a weirdo who just got into a fight and broke his glasses. So I resulted into no wearing it but struggle to copy my friends' notes of the school and looking at friends is hard, their face so blurry from far but when I get close and squinting I can see clearly who they are.
So, now I deliberately removed my glasses and view the blurry world.
Who to blame for my blurriness?
- Apple Mac, the first computer my dad bought ruined my eyes.
- I don't blame books.
- Teachers whose writing is so tiny that I have to squint.
Quick update: I've been packing.
And I dare you my friends who wears glasses daily, to view the world without your glasses. *cheesey grin*
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
In Progress of Perfecting Vibrato
What's vibrato? It's a singing technique where it is produced in singing by a regular pulsating change of pitch. Like making that little strepcle dude in your mouth vibrating, like laughing that's vibrato.
At the moment, I'm trying to perfect it. Because many musicians who are properly vocally trained do this in their songs. Mainly jazz and vocal musicians. So most songs I'm singing right now, I'm singing it in vibrato. It increases the depthness of my voice [which my teacher told me].
For info go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vibrato
Good examples of vibrato, looks for Josh Groban and Michael Buble, Peggy Hsu has some vibratoness, I listened to Feng Zi abit more carefully and I can hear some vibrato. I know I sound like a voice teacher now. I love singing you know.
"Only listen and believe to these three people: Your Family, Your friends and your teacher. They're the only ones who knows you best at what you can do. And of course you got to believe in yourself." - My Voice Teacher in Virtuoso
At the moment, I'm trying to perfect it. Because many musicians who are properly vocally trained do this in their songs. Mainly jazz and vocal musicians. So most songs I'm singing right now, I'm singing it in vibrato. It increases the depthness of my voice [which my teacher told me].
For info go here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vibrato
Good examples of vibrato, looks for Josh Groban and Michael Buble, Peggy Hsu has some vibratoness, I listened to Feng Zi abit more carefully and I can hear some vibrato. I know I sound like a voice teacher now. I love singing you know.
"Only listen and believe to these three people: Your Family, Your friends and your teacher. They're the only ones who knows you best at what you can do. And of course you got to believe in yourself." - My Voice Teacher in Virtuoso
Monday, May 12, 2008
My Final
This is my final week. Save me some tears from my salty eyes. It tastes like salt anyways. Each day I feel like crying, go in my room and weep. And it's getting too close. I need a friend to talk to, I know I'm getting depressive. But I ain't emo...whatever emo is but I think emo is emotional.
All I do nowadays is count the days left for me in Brunei. And look at the photos in my laptop [new laptop, traded with my mom]. Play GTA IV to kill time, read the psychology book my mom found among her stash of books she was given from her friends, listen to sad music [though some are happy].
I rarely smile, I laugh but I refuse to smile. Smiling is now hard for me, whenever there's something funny I would smile for a while and sometimes snicker/chuckle quietly. Still I'm impassive now, I haven't smiled in quite a awhile [and my msn display picture is very deceiving indeed].
Final week....Let It be sad or happy
All I do nowadays is count the days left for me in Brunei. And look at the photos in my laptop [new laptop, traded with my mom]. Play GTA IV to kill time, read the psychology book my mom found among her stash of books she was given from her friends, listen to sad music [though some are happy].
I rarely smile, I laugh but I refuse to smile. Smiling is now hard for me, whenever there's something funny I would smile for a while and sometimes snicker/chuckle quietly. Still I'm impassive now, I haven't smiled in quite a awhile [and my msn display picture is very deceiving indeed].
Final week....Let It be sad or happy
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Mother's Day
Happy Mother's Day! To Mothers, Grandmothers and soon to be mothers!
Here's a song, from Jay Chou! It's called Ting Ma Ma Hua (Listen to Mother's Words). I dedicate it to wo de mama, wai po he soon to be mothers ye mothers around the world!
聽媽媽的話 | Ting Ma Ma De Hua | Listen to Mama's Words
Jay Chou
小朋友 你是否有很多問號 為什麼
Xiao peng you, ni shi fou you hen duo wen hao, wei shen me
Little children, do you have a lot of questions, why
別人在那看漫畫 我卻在學畫畫 對著鋼琴說話
Bie ren zai na kan man hua, wo que zai xue hua hua, dui zhe gang qin shuo hua
When other kids are reading manga, I am learning to draw and learning to communicate with the piano
別人在玩遊戲 我卻靠在牆壁背我的ABC
Bie ren zai wan you xi, wo que kao zai qiang bi bei wo de ABC
When other kids are playing games, I am leaning on the wall memorizing my ABCs
我說我要一台大大的飛機 我卻得到一台舊舊錄音機
Wo shuo wo yao yi tai da da de fei ji, wo jue de dao yi tai jiu jiu lu yin ji
I said that I wanted a large airplane, but I got an old recorder
為什麼 要聽媽媽的話 長大後你就會開始懂得這種話
Wei shen me, yao ting ma ma de hua, zhang da hou ni jiu hui kai shi dong de zhe zhong hua
Why should I listen to mother's words? When you grow up you will understand what I am saying
長大後我開始明白 為什麼我跑的比別人快 飛的比別人高
Zhang da hou wo kai shi ming bai, wei shen me wo pao de bi bie ren kuai, fei de bi bie ren gao
After I got older I started to realize why I run faster than others and fly further than other people
將來大家看的都是我畫的漫畫 大家唱的都是 我寫的歌
Jiang lai da jia kan de dou shi wo hua de man hua, da jia chang de dou shi wo xie de ge
In the future, people will be reading my mangas and all the songs they sing will be written by me
媽媽的辛苦 不讓你看見 溫暖的食譜在她心裡面
Ma ma de xin ku bu rang ni kan jian, wen nuan de shi pu zai ta xin li mian
Mother's hard work isn't seen by others. She knows the warm recipe by heart
有空就多多握握她的手 把手牽著一起夢遊
You kong jiu duo duo wo wo ta de shou, ba shou qian zhe yi qi meng you
When you have time, hold her hand and sleep dream together
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷 想快快長大 才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother's words, don't let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her
美麗的白髮 幸福中發芽 天使的魔法 溫暖中慈祥
Mei li de bai fa, xing fu zhong fa ya tian shi de mo fa, wen nuan zhong ci xiang
Beautiful white hair, growing inside happiness. Angel's magic benevolence within (her) gentleness
在你的未來 音樂是你的王牌 拿王牌談個戀愛
Zai ni de wei lai, yin yue shi ni de wang pai na wang pai tan ge lian ai
In your future, music is your key to success, use it to get into a relationship
唉 我不想把你教壞 還是聽媽媽的話吧 晚點在戀愛吧
Ai wo bu xiang ba ni jiao huai hai shi ting ma ma de hua ba, wan dian zai lian ai ba
Sigh, I don't want to teach you to be a bad kid. Why don't you listen to what your mother says and get in a relationship later
我知道你未來的路 當媽比我更清楚
Wo zhi dao ni wei lai de lu, dang ma bi wo geng qing chu
I know your future path, but your mother knows it even better
你會開始學其他同學在書包寫東寫西
Ni hui kai shi xue qi ta tong xue zai shu bao xie dong xie xi
You will start imitating friends and write things on your backpack
但我建議你最好寫 媽媽我會用功讀書
Dan shi wo jian yi ni zui hao xie, ma ma wo hui yong gong du shu
But I suggest you better write: Mom I will put in my best effort to learn
用功讀書 怎麼會從我嘴巴說出
Yong gong du shu, zhe me hui cong wo zui ba shuo chu
I will study hard, how does that come from my mouth?
不想你輸所以要教你 用功讀書
Bu xiang ni shu suo yi yao jiao ni, yong gong du shu
I need to teach you because I don't want you to lose. Study hard
媽媽織給你的毛衣 你要好好收著
Ma ma zhi gei ni de mao yi, ni yao hao hao shou zhe
The sweater mother gave you, you have to keep it safe
因為母親節到時我要告訴她 我還留著
Ying wei mu qin jie dao shi wo hui gao shu ta, wo hai liu zhe
Because on Mother's Day, I want to tell her, I still have it
對了 我會遇到了周潤發
Dui le, wo hui yu dao le zou ren fa
Oh yea, I will meet Zhou Run Fa*
*Zhou Run Fa is a famous actor (Yes...He is Chow Yun Fat)
所以你可以跟同學炫耀 賭神未來是你爸爸
suo yi ni ke yi geng tong xue xuan yao du shen wei lai shi ni ba ba
So you can show off to your friends, "The God of Gambling will be your father"
我找不到童年寫的情書 你寫完不要送人
Wo zhao bu dao tong nian xie de qing shu, ni xie wan bu yao song ren
I can't find the childhood love letter. Don't give it away after you write it
因為過兩天你會在操場上撿到
yin wei guo liang tian ni hui zai cao chang shang jian dao
Because you will find it on the playground two days later
你會開始喜歡上流行歌 因為張學友開始準備唱吻別
Ni hui kai shi xi huan shang liu xing ge yin wei zhang xue you kai shi zhun bei chang wen bie
You will start to like pop music because Jacky Cheung is about to sing Kiss Goodbye*
*(Kiss Goodbye is a famous song that was a hit in the 90s)
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷 想快快長大 才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother's words, don't let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her and protect her
Mother's day in Many words!
Afrikaans: Moedersdag
Albanian: Dita e Nënës (8 Marsi)
Arabic : عيد الأمّ (Eid Al-Omm)
Armenian : Մայրության օր (Mayrutyan or)
Azerbaijani : Analar günü
Berber : tameγra n tyemmat
Bosnian : Dan majki
Bulgarian : Ден на майката
Catalan : Dia de la Mare
Chinese : 母亲节 or 母親節 (in standard pinyin: Mǔqīn Jié)
Croatian : Majčin dan
Czech : Den Matek
Danish : Mors dag
Divehi:މަންމައިންގް ދުވަސް
Dutch : Moederdag
Estonian : Emadepäev
Dari : روز مادر (Ruz-e Madar)
Finnish : Äitienpäivä
Faroese : Mammudagur
Farsi : روز مادر (Rouz-e Maadar)
French : (La) Fête des mères ("Day of Mothers")
Hebrew : יום האם (Yom ha-em) or יום המשפחה (Yom ha-mishpakha - "Family Day")
German : Muttertag
Greek : Γιορτή της Μητέρας
Hindi : Matru divas
Hungarian : anyák napja
Icelandic : Mæðradagur
Indonesian : Hari Ibu
Irish Gaelic:Lá Na mháthair
Italian : (La) Festa della mamma
Japanese : 母の日 (Haha no Hi)
Kannada : ತಾಯಂದಿರ ದಿನ (thayandira dina)
Kikuyu: Muthenya wa nyina muciari
Korean : 어머니날 (Eomeoni-mal or Ŏmŏni-mal)
Kurdish : Roje dayeka
Latvian : Mātes diena
Lithuanian : Motinos diena
Malay : Hari Ibu
Malayalam : Ammamar Dinam
Maltese : Jum l-Omm
Mauritian Creole: Bonne fête mama
Mongolian : Eejiin bayar / Eh ursiin udur
Norwegian : Morsdag
Polish : Dzień Matki
Portuguese (standard) : (O) Dia da Mãe
Portuguese (Brazilian) : Dia das Mães ("Day of Mothers")
Romanian : Ziua mamei ("Mother's Day")
Russian : День Матери
Serbian : Dan majki / Дан мајки
Slovak : Deň matiek
Slovenian : Materinski dan
Spanish : Día de la Madre
Swahili : siku ya mama mzazi
Swedish : Mors dag
Tagalog : Araw ng mga Ina / Araw ng mga Nanay ("Day of Mothers")
Tamil : Annaiyar Dhinam
Thai : วันแม่ [wɑn mɛː]
Telugu : Thalli kosamu
Turkish : Anneler Günü
Ukrainian : Свято Матері
Vietnamese : Ngày của Mẹ (officially Ngay quoc te Nu - "International Women's Day")
Welsh : Sul y Mamau
With all the love and care, mother, I love you.
Here's a song, from Jay Chou! It's called Ting Ma Ma Hua (Listen to Mother's Words). I dedicate it to wo de mama, wai po he soon to be mothers ye mothers around the world!
聽媽媽的話 | Ting Ma Ma De Hua | Listen to Mama's Words
Jay Chou
小朋友 你是否有很多問號 為什麼
Xiao peng you, ni shi fou you hen duo wen hao, wei shen me
Little children, do you have a lot of questions, why
別人在那看漫畫 我卻在學畫畫 對著鋼琴說話
Bie ren zai na kan man hua, wo que zai xue hua hua, dui zhe gang qin shuo hua
When other kids are reading manga, I am learning to draw and learning to communicate with the piano
別人在玩遊戲 我卻靠在牆壁背我的ABC
Bie ren zai wan you xi, wo que kao zai qiang bi bei wo de ABC
When other kids are playing games, I am leaning on the wall memorizing my ABCs
我說我要一台大大的飛機 我卻得到一台舊舊錄音機
Wo shuo wo yao yi tai da da de fei ji, wo jue de dao yi tai jiu jiu lu yin ji
I said that I wanted a large airplane, but I got an old recorder
為什麼 要聽媽媽的話 長大後你就會開始懂得這種話
Wei shen me, yao ting ma ma de hua, zhang da hou ni jiu hui kai shi dong de zhe zhong hua
Why should I listen to mother's words? When you grow up you will understand what I am saying
長大後我開始明白 為什麼我跑的比別人快 飛的比別人高
Zhang da hou wo kai shi ming bai, wei shen me wo pao de bi bie ren kuai, fei de bi bie ren gao
After I got older I started to realize why I run faster than others and fly further than other people
將來大家看的都是我畫的漫畫 大家唱的都是 我寫的歌
Jiang lai da jia kan de dou shi wo hua de man hua, da jia chang de dou shi wo xie de ge
In the future, people will be reading my mangas and all the songs they sing will be written by me
媽媽的辛苦 不讓你看見 溫暖的食譜在她心裡面
Ma ma de xin ku bu rang ni kan jian, wen nuan de shi pu zai ta xin li mian
Mother's hard work isn't seen by others. She knows the warm recipe by heart
有空就多多握握她的手 把手牽著一起夢遊
You kong jiu duo duo wo wo ta de shou, ba shou qian zhe yi qi meng you
When you have time, hold her hand and sleep dream together
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷 想快快長大 才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother's words, don't let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her
美麗的白髮 幸福中發芽 天使的魔法 溫暖中慈祥
Mei li de bai fa, xing fu zhong fa ya tian shi de mo fa, wen nuan zhong ci xiang
Beautiful white hair, growing inside happiness. Angel's magic benevolence within (her) gentleness
在你的未來 音樂是你的王牌 拿王牌談個戀愛
Zai ni de wei lai, yin yue shi ni de wang pai na wang pai tan ge lian ai
In your future, music is your key to success, use it to get into a relationship
唉 我不想把你教壞 還是聽媽媽的話吧 晚點在戀愛吧
Ai wo bu xiang ba ni jiao huai hai shi ting ma ma de hua ba, wan dian zai lian ai ba
Sigh, I don't want to teach you to be a bad kid. Why don't you listen to what your mother says and get in a relationship later
我知道你未來的路 當媽比我更清楚
Wo zhi dao ni wei lai de lu, dang ma bi wo geng qing chu
I know your future path, but your mother knows it even better
你會開始學其他同學在書包寫東寫西
Ni hui kai shi xue qi ta tong xue zai shu bao xie dong xie xi
You will start imitating friends and write things on your backpack
但我建議你最好寫 媽媽我會用功讀書
Dan shi wo jian yi ni zui hao xie, ma ma wo hui yong gong du shu
But I suggest you better write: Mom I will put in my best effort to learn
用功讀書 怎麼會從我嘴巴說出
Yong gong du shu, zhe me hui cong wo zui ba shuo chu
I will study hard, how does that come from my mouth?
不想你輸所以要教你 用功讀書
Bu xiang ni shu suo yi yao jiao ni, yong gong du shu
I need to teach you because I don't want you to lose. Study hard
媽媽織給你的毛衣 你要好好收著
Ma ma zhi gei ni de mao yi, ni yao hao hao shou zhe
The sweater mother gave you, you have to keep it safe
因為母親節到時我要告訴她 我還留著
Ying wei mu qin jie dao shi wo hui gao shu ta, wo hai liu zhe
Because on Mother's Day, I want to tell her, I still have it
對了 我會遇到了周潤發
Dui le, wo hui yu dao le zou ren fa
Oh yea, I will meet Zhou Run Fa*
*Zhou Run Fa is a famous actor (Yes...He is Chow Yun Fat)
所以你可以跟同學炫耀 賭神未來是你爸爸
suo yi ni ke yi geng tong xue xuan yao du shen wei lai shi ni ba ba
So you can show off to your friends, "The God of Gambling will be your father"
我找不到童年寫的情書 你寫完不要送人
Wo zhao bu dao tong nian xie de qing shu, ni xie wan bu yao song ren
I can't find the childhood love letter. Don't give it away after you write it
因為過兩天你會在操場上撿到
yin wei guo liang tian ni hui zai cao chang shang jian dao
Because you will find it on the playground two days later
你會開始喜歡上流行歌 因為張學友開始準備唱吻別
Ni hui kai shi xi huan shang liu xing ge yin wei zhang xue you kai shi zhun bei chang wen bie
You will start to like pop music because Jacky Cheung is about to sing Kiss Goodbye*
*(Kiss Goodbye is a famous song that was a hit in the 90s)
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷 想快快長大 才能保護她
Ting ma ma de hua, bie rang ta shou shang, xiang kuai kuai zhang da cai neng bao hu ta
Listen to mother's words, don't let her get hurt. You want to grow up quickly so you can take care of her and protect her
Mother's day in Many words!
Afrikaans: Moedersdag
Albanian: Dita e Nënës (8 Marsi)
Arabic : عيد الأمّ (Eid Al-Omm)
Armenian : Մայրության օր (Mayrutyan or)
Azerbaijani : Analar günü
Berber : tameγra n tyemmat
Bosnian : Dan majki
Bulgarian : Ден на майката
Catalan : Dia de la Mare
Chinese : 母亲节 or 母親節 (in standard pinyin: Mǔqīn Jié)
Croatian : Majčin dan
Czech : Den Matek
Danish : Mors dag
Divehi:މަންމައިންގް ދުވަސް
Dutch : Moederdag
Estonian : Emadepäev
Dari : روز مادر (Ruz-e Madar)
Finnish : Äitienpäivä
Faroese : Mammudagur
Farsi : روز مادر (Rouz-e Maadar)
French : (La) Fête des mères ("Day of Mothers")
Hebrew : יום האם (Yom ha-em) or יום המשפחה (Yom ha-mishpakha - "Family Day")
German : Muttertag
Greek : Γιορτή της Μητέρας
Hindi : Matru divas
Hungarian : anyák napja
Icelandic : Mæðradagur
Indonesian : Hari Ibu
Irish Gaelic:Lá Na mháthair
Italian : (La) Festa della mamma
Japanese : 母の日 (Haha no Hi)
Kannada : ತಾಯಂದಿರ ದಿನ (thayandira dina)
Kikuyu: Muthenya wa nyina muciari
Korean : 어머니날 (Eomeoni-mal or Ŏmŏni-mal)
Kurdish : Roje dayeka
Latvian : Mātes diena
Lithuanian : Motinos diena
Malay : Hari Ibu
Malayalam : Ammamar Dinam
Maltese : Jum l-Omm
Mauritian Creole: Bonne fête mama
Mongolian : Eejiin bayar / Eh ursiin udur
Norwegian : Morsdag
Polish : Dzień Matki
Portuguese (standard) : (O) Dia da Mãe
Portuguese (Brazilian) : Dia das Mães ("Day of Mothers")
Romanian : Ziua mamei ("Mother's Day")
Russian : День Матери
Serbian : Dan majki / Дан мајки
Slovak : Deň matiek
Slovenian : Materinski dan
Spanish : Día de la Madre
Swahili : siku ya mama mzazi
Swedish : Mors dag
Tagalog : Araw ng mga Ina / Araw ng mga Nanay ("Day of Mothers")
Tamil : Annaiyar Dhinam
Thai : วันแม่ [wɑn mɛː]
Telugu : Thalli kosamu
Turkish : Anneler Günü
Ukrainian : Свято Матері
Vietnamese : Ngày của Mẹ (officially Ngay quoc te Nu - "International Women's Day")
Welsh : Sul y Mamau
With all the love and care, mother, I love you.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Think more, Less Sleep
That is true. I think more and more nowadays I end up getting less sleep. So what am I thinking? My Dreams during my sleep, my university life which will begin soon, my friends where I'm worried sick that I might lose them, being able to settle down in philippines, my family and other things I've been thinking of.
As I'm typing this, my eyes are droopy. They're gonna droop to sleep soon.
A quick update: I hanged out with Hamizan, his brother and Muhaimin. Lately seen Forbidden Kingdom a week before last week, extremely kung fu packed and good comedy, during last week seen iron man (without Muhaimin since he's not free), action pack and I'm glad that they didn't ruin the original storyline. Me? I've been collecting anime minature models, well my parents are helping me with this one when I'm not in Brunei this June and I already gave them the list what to buy. Next week is my final week in brunei *sobs*, yes it's so soon I'm leaving. Before leaving I'm going to my favorite bookshop and buy Adeline Yen Mah's new book called Watching A Tree Fall.
I'm having a reader's mental block. Where I'm struggling through reading books, meaning some I left alone to dry on my table. In other words reader's block.
As I'm typing this, my eyes are droopy. They're gonna droop to sleep soon.
A quick update: I hanged out with Hamizan, his brother and Muhaimin. Lately seen Forbidden Kingdom a week before last week, extremely kung fu packed and good comedy, during last week seen iron man (without Muhaimin since he's not free), action pack and I'm glad that they didn't ruin the original storyline. Me? I've been collecting anime minature models, well my parents are helping me with this one when I'm not in Brunei this June and I already gave them the list what to buy. Next week is my final week in brunei *sobs*, yes it's so soon I'm leaving. Before leaving I'm going to my favorite bookshop and buy Adeline Yen Mah's new book called Watching A Tree Fall.
I'm having a reader's mental block. Where I'm struggling through reading books, meaning some I left alone to dry on my table. In other words reader's block.
Tag you're it
Got tagged upon reading LW's blog. So here it is.
1. At what age do you wish to marry? ...much older age..like during a job
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? Europe or Japan/Korea/China/Taiwan
3. What’s your favorite thing to do? Think, eat, sleep, read, collect anime models and gaming....Must it be only one?
4. Do you think money can buy happiness? Nope. But it can buy you books.[No point of changing since it's true =)]
5. Name 3 good points of the second person on your list of tagged people: Funny, Witty and understandable
6. Do you believe you can survive without money? Yes and No. Yes if we learn what the earliest people did. No, because everything costs something...
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? Family and friends
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? 10,000 each to my friends, 100,000 to my family, buy a house, simple car, 500,000 to be divided to many charities.
9. What is the one thing that makes you happy? The love and care of my family and friends.
10. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? Forever peace and harmony.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? At the moment, mei you. Nothing. I did say I'm not interested in a relationship right now.
12. What type of person do you hate the most? Hate no-one, but hate thyself
13. What is your ambition? Now, finish my life long parental gift.
14. If you can teleport once, where would you go? The past...watch as we grow up
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Optimism
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be? I would have never been fooled by puppy love
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? My stubborness, anger and frustration
18. What is the one thing you definitely can do without? misunderstanding
19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could? To be able to sing without being nervous wrecked
20. What does love mean to you? No comment
Tagging list: Anyone who is reading this
1. At what age do you wish to marry? ...much older age..like during a job
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? Europe or Japan/Korea/China/Taiwan
3. What’s your favorite thing to do? Think, eat, sleep, read, collect anime models and gaming....Must it be only one?
4. Do you think money can buy happiness? Nope. But it can buy you books.[No point of changing since it's true =)]
5. Name 3 good points of the second person on your list of tagged people: Funny, Witty and understandable
6. Do you believe you can survive without money? Yes and No. Yes if we learn what the earliest people did. No, because everything costs something...
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? Family and friends
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? 10,000 each to my friends, 100,000 to my family, buy a house, simple car, 500,000 to be divided to many charities.
9. What is the one thing that makes you happy? The love and care of my family and friends.
10. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? Forever peace and harmony.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? At the moment, mei you. Nothing. I did say I'm not interested in a relationship right now.
12. What type of person do you hate the most? Hate no-one, but hate thyself
13. What is your ambition? Now, finish my life long parental gift.
14. If you can teleport once, where would you go? The past...watch as we grow up
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Optimism
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be? I would have never been fooled by puppy love
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? My stubborness, anger and frustration
18. What is the one thing you definitely can do without? misunderstanding
19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could? To be able to sing without being nervous wrecked
20. What does love mean to you? No comment
Tagging list: Anyone who is reading this
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Alas I was tagged
I got question thingy from geokyin's blog, since I was tagged...so here we go!
1. Who’s your Wife?
My wife? I'm single for goodness sake
2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
England, France, Italy, Spain, Greece, Japan, China!
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Listen to music and sing-a-long
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Happy will not buy happiness, there are some who has money and yet still absolutely sad.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Not my nightmares please. Hmmm...Anything that was good. [smiles]
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Unless they learn the 101 survival techniques and ways. They can survive by eating the green food available and also using the old fashion way of lighting and clothing....Not stark naked but weaved leaves. And also fire of course.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and my connection and contact to my friends
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
BOOKS! ANIME MINATURE MODELS and DVDS, A house, a simple car, money to my family and friends and of course to charity!
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends really.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you - Geokyin?
Lameness, Funny and pro-costa rica coffee treaty
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
I said it before right? I'll repeat myself anyways. Cares of course, loyal, trustful. Doesn't have body or face or tongue piercings, doesn't drink or smoke. I don't mind if she can or not plays an instrument nor can(not) sing, can be patient and calmish, quite enviromental, has to be asian, religion won't matter and doesn't matter if she can or not cook, I don't mind cooking.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Hmm I don't wanna say though..
13. What is your ambition?
To become a sing-cooking-psychiatrist! [LOL]
14. If there's something in this world that needed to be change, what would you change?
All the enviromental problems will end
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, Friends, Education and my personal interests [you should what they are]
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
My stupidity and being a fooled in my teen love life, and also not taking as much pictures as I can.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I'm unique to my ownself. I won't change any part because I'm who I am
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
John Lennon, Michael Buble, The Fray, Jay Chou and plus other music
19. What is your least favourite animal?
the ones who eat meat is what I'm afraid of.
20. What would you prefer to be - a man or a woman?
No need to change, I'm happy the way I am.
Tag who? Whoever stumbles upon this blog..
1. Who’s your Wife?
My wife? I'm single for goodness sake
2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
England, France, Italy, Spain, Greece, Japan, China!
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Listen to music and sing-a-long
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Happy will not buy happiness, there are some who has money and yet still absolutely sad.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Not my nightmares please. Hmmm...Anything that was good. [smiles]
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Unless they learn the 101 survival techniques and ways. They can survive by eating the green food available and also using the old fashion way of lighting and clothing....Not stark naked but weaved leaves. And also fire of course.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and my connection and contact to my friends
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
BOOKS! ANIME MINATURE MODELS and DVDS, A house, a simple car, money to my family and friends and of course to charity!
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends really.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you - Geokyin?
Lameness, Funny and pro-costa rica coffee treaty
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
I said it before right? I'll repeat myself anyways. Cares of course, loyal, trustful. Doesn't have body or face or tongue piercings, doesn't drink or smoke. I don't mind if she can or not plays an instrument nor can(not) sing, can be patient and calmish, quite enviromental, has to be asian, religion won't matter and doesn't matter if she can or not cook, I don't mind cooking.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Hmm I don't wanna say though..
13. What is your ambition?
To become a sing-cooking-psychiatrist! [LOL]
14. If there's something in this world that needed to be change, what would you change?
All the enviromental problems will end
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, Friends, Education and my personal interests [you should what they are]
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
My stupidity and being a fooled in my teen love life, and also not taking as much pictures as I can.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I'm unique to my ownself. I won't change any part because I'm who I am
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
John Lennon, Michael Buble, The Fray, Jay Chou and plus other music
19. What is your least favourite animal?
the ones who eat meat is what I'm afraid of.
20. What would you prefer to be - a man or a woman?
No need to change, I'm happy the way I am.
Tag who? Whoever stumbles upon this blog..
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
The Arts
I'm fascinated by art. I like art that defines the person's expression, impression, thoughts and feelings. Or something that has lots of symbolism. Like for example a landscape painting or drawing. It'll have various symbolims on it's style and texture.
Art is considered to be the music, the literature, the drama/movie, the paintings, and the sports. The arts I'm doing is of course literature and music and abit of sport. The literature is like this blog, we bloggers are writers. Free people who blog away with different things to blog about. I also do writing by this writer's block is killing me.
Anyways moving on, another art is music. The dancing, singing, composing and listening is art of music. I'm sure you know that I sing right? So, I think I don't need to explain why Music is an art. Because it's around you! Nature, you computer and radio or anything! Even your parents is music! [the constant nagging yes] Because they are the sound of music [and I feel like the disney movie], and it's an art. Of course people have different taste of music. I'm very wide, I like listening to many kind of genres of music.
Sport is an art, it is. The Martial Artist, the football player and the beckham [girls screaming]. *ahem* And many more other sport are consider an art. You'll understand what I mean when you see a martial artist perfomrs by him/herself or a gymnastic person do those bone breaking moves.
Movie and drama and your tv is art! Those moving pictures is art!
And of course, everyone's favorite form of art. Painting. I like paintings, especially landscape ones and those of equal value as historic.
Art, it's all around us. From your laptop to your office.
Art is considered to be the music, the literature, the drama/movie, the paintings, and the sports. The arts I'm doing is of course literature and music and abit of sport. The literature is like this blog, we bloggers are writers. Free people who blog away with different things to blog about. I also do writing by this writer's block is killing me.
Anyways moving on, another art is music. The dancing, singing, composing and listening is art of music. I'm sure you know that I sing right? So, I think I don't need to explain why Music is an art. Because it's around you! Nature, you computer and radio or anything! Even your parents is music! [the constant nagging yes] Because they are the sound of music [and I feel like the disney movie], and it's an art. Of course people have different taste of music. I'm very wide, I like listening to many kind of genres of music.
Sport is an art, it is. The Martial Artist, the football player and the beckham [girls screaming]. *ahem* And many more other sport are consider an art. You'll understand what I mean when you see a martial artist perfomrs by him/herself or a gymnastic person do those bone breaking moves.
Movie and drama and your tv is art! Those moving pictures is art!
And of course, everyone's favorite form of art. Painting. I like paintings, especially landscape ones and those of equal value as historic.
Art, it's all around us. From your laptop to your office.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Literature And History
Literature, I love reading books. And I am very interested in reading the classics now, classics like Les Miserables, Weathering Heights, Moby Dick, and Charles Dickens books. I'll read and look for these books in philippines, classic books there are cheaper.
But to be honest, I never been into english literature or any literature classics because I found them boring at first during I/GCSE where it was a drag when reading them. And in IB I fell in love with them, not literally but in way that we had to study them. I only studied them in notes and overview form but now given more time, I read book more often than I used to. It's like my own balancing act of between football, books, gaming, anime and cooking.
I remember my first book, it was a disney story book. Story book of the movies, with big pictures! And then I was reading mayham during primary, I loved asterix and other comic books, ronald dahl books and other nice books for children like goosebumps and so on.
History is still my favorite subject, and I'm still known as history boy. Because I know some facts of history through my reading through of my History Encylopedia.
I fell in love with History since we were introduced to the greek and roman history. It was interesting how they lived in those days. And those idol and created gods. Image worshipping a planet or a man-created statue!
I'm very fond of reading history books, even though they are costly like the Stalin-Hitler book I bought before, it's still an interesting to read. But cheap books from adeline yen mah is a great to read!
I've wished that I would go to some muesems in europe and asia. Mainly England, France, Italy, Greece, Japan, China, Philippines, Malaysia and Singapore. Because their history is quite interesting and much more interesting than Brunei's history. [no offence to bruneian history]
Up to til now, I listen to my grandfather's stories of world war two, it was during the japanese occupation, and I never get tired of it.
If anyone is hiring or looking for a personal historian, I'm free of charge!
Anyways I gotta go and look at wonderful pictures of the past year.
I wish to travel to world landscapes. In Europe and Asia. America...No thank you.
But to be honest, I never been into english literature or any literature classics because I found them boring at first during I/GCSE where it was a drag when reading them. And in IB I fell in love with them, not literally but in way that we had to study them. I only studied them in notes and overview form but now given more time, I read book more often than I used to. It's like my own balancing act of between football, books, gaming, anime and cooking.
I remember my first book, it was a disney story book. Story book of the movies, with big pictures! And then I was reading mayham during primary, I loved asterix and other comic books, ronald dahl books and other nice books for children like goosebumps and so on.
History is still my favorite subject, and I'm still known as history boy. Because I know some facts of history through my reading through of my History Encylopedia.
I fell in love with History since we were introduced to the greek and roman history. It was interesting how they lived in those days. And those idol and created gods. Image worshipping a planet or a man-created statue!
I'm very fond of reading history books, even though they are costly like the Stalin-Hitler book I bought before, it's still an interesting to read. But cheap books from adeline yen mah is a great to read!
I've wished that I would go to some muesems in europe and asia. Mainly England, France, Italy, Greece, Japan, China, Philippines, Malaysia and Singapore. Because their history is quite interesting and much more interesting than Brunei's history. [no offence to bruneian history]
Up to til now, I listen to my grandfather's stories of world war two, it was during the japanese occupation, and I never get tired of it.
If anyone is hiring or looking for a personal historian, I'm free of charge!
Anyways I gotta go and look at wonderful pictures of the past year.
I wish to travel to world landscapes. In Europe and Asia. America...No thank you.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
The Night
As I gaze throughout my window, I see the moon and the stars minding their business. Serving their own time. I stare at this wonderful darkness of the moon and stars.
I wonder, what are you doing now my friend? You are in a foreign land, either a land you know or a land anew to you. This darkness feels lonely.
This beauty of the night, makes me thankful for all the the light has done for the world, and the darkness is silent and peaceful.
It's so peace that the silence can speak. I see trees of ghastly images. I for one thought they were ghosts but no, the wind and it's gusting breezes feel cold.
Friend, can you know I'm in darkness? I'm staring blindly at this wonderful darkness. I miss the light of our joys. Friend? Are you there?
As I gaze upon the moon, it's pearly white. Oh! How beautiful is her light! She shines from all the stars and lights the darkness!
The stars! They're distant apart! Makes you wonder how and why they are apart. Like a separation from our friendship.
This darkness, is beautiful. Can't you see it? I presume you can without your glasses nor openning your eyes.
Can you feel the darkness? It's cold. Friend? Are you there? stay close to me, I'm afraid.
I feel Lonely...
I wonder, what are you doing now my friend? You are in a foreign land, either a land you know or a land anew to you. This darkness feels lonely.
This beauty of the night, makes me thankful for all the the light has done for the world, and the darkness is silent and peaceful.
It's so peace that the silence can speak. I see trees of ghastly images. I for one thought they were ghosts but no, the wind and it's gusting breezes feel cold.
Friend, can you know I'm in darkness? I'm staring blindly at this wonderful darkness. I miss the light of our joys. Friend? Are you there?
As I gaze upon the moon, it's pearly white. Oh! How beautiful is her light! She shines from all the stars and lights the darkness!
The stars! They're distant apart! Makes you wonder how and why they are apart. Like a separation from our friendship.
This darkness, is beautiful. Can't you see it? I presume you can without your glasses nor openning your eyes.
Can you feel the darkness? It's cold. Friend? Are you there? stay close to me, I'm afraid.
I feel Lonely...
Depression
A common feeling every man and woman in world. Depression. I get depressed, in IB and some points in my life I was. Depressingly lonely and sad.
When people say emo, I think of emotionially sensitive people, but it the music world it's more like...I dunno hating the world and people, more like cynicalism to me though.
Depression. . .
A sadness in my heart, loneliness revolves around me.
My smile is rare, I laugh a ton.
I joke but yet I still feel depressed at times.
To cry or not cry out.
People rarely see me cry, but I cry inside of my heart.
I hide these feelings,
Pain and saddness.
Let me cry.
My depression will soon start once again.
When people say emo, I think of emotionially sensitive people, but it the music world it's more like...I dunno hating the world and people, more like cynicalism to me though.
Depression. . .
A sadness in my heart, loneliness revolves around me.
My smile is rare, I laugh a ton.
I joke but yet I still feel depressed at times.
To cry or not cry out.
People rarely see me cry, but I cry inside of my heart.
I hide these feelings,
Pain and saddness.
Let me cry.
My depression will soon start once again.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
My Dear Friends
Dearest to my friends,
When I'm gone, will you miss me as I miss you? As far as the stars are, we are not far from each other. We many cities or towns apart, I promise you I can see you again no matter.
My Dear friends, I love you, I know be careful when you say 'I love you'. When I say I love you, it means I really cherish this friendship. No matter how long or short we've known each other, we laugh, we cry and enjoy small moments of each time of second.
Will it be the same? I know we'll change as years go by, but will we be the same? We will be still be the greatness of our years before university? Or the aftermath of the university? BUT I believe in this, we are still who we are when we were born, and still who we are as we grown as we are all unique to our own beliefs and personalities.
What are friends are for? They're for you for support, cry when you're crying, laugh when you're laughing and always be there for you. Remember, no matter how bad or good are times are. I'll be there when you are need. But will you be there when I'm in need? I bet you will be my dear friends.
Keep smiling, no matter what happens.
When I call your name, will you be there to help me? I think in the deepest and the bottom of my heart, you will be there my dear friends.
And when people speak cold things to you, I'll be there when you need me, I'll support you and share your sorrows, joys, anger, enlightenment and disappointment.
Dearest Friends, I love you. Isn't it good to know you got friend?
When I'm gone, will you miss me as I miss you? As far as the stars are, we are not far from each other. We many cities or towns apart, I promise you I can see you again no matter.
My Dear friends, I love you, I know be careful when you say 'I love you'. When I say I love you, it means I really cherish this friendship. No matter how long or short we've known each other, we laugh, we cry and enjoy small moments of each time of second.
Will it be the same? I know we'll change as years go by, but will we be the same? We will be still be the greatness of our years before university? Or the aftermath of the university? BUT I believe in this, we are still who we are when we were born, and still who we are as we grown as we are all unique to our own beliefs and personalities.
What are friends are for? They're for you for support, cry when you're crying, laugh when you're laughing and always be there for you. Remember, no matter how bad or good are times are. I'll be there when you are need. But will you be there when I'm in need? I bet you will be my dear friends.
Keep smiling, no matter what happens.
When I call your name, will you be there to help me? I think in the deepest and the bottom of my heart, you will be there my dear friends.
And when people speak cold things to you, I'll be there when you need me, I'll support you and share your sorrows, joys, anger, enlightenment and disappointment.
Dearest Friends, I love you. Isn't it good to know you got friend?
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Just Let It Be
I always sing this song when I'm in my despressed or sad moments in life, so sing with me!
Let it be - The Beatles
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary Comes to me,
Speaking words of wisdom,
Let It Be!
And in my hour of darkness,
She is standing right in front of me,
Whisper words of wisdom,
Let It Be!
Let it be! Let It Be! Let It be!
Let it be! Whisper Words of wisdom!
Let It Be!
When the broken hearted people,
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer,
Let it be!
For though they may be depart,
There is a chance that they will see,
There will be answer,
Let It be!
Let it be! Let it be! Let it be!
Let it be! There will be an answer!
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
[Instrumental Break]
Let it be! Let It be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shine one me,
Shine Until Tomorrow,
Let it be!
I wake to the sound of music,
Mother mary comes to me,
Speaking words of wisdom,
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! Let it be!
Let it be! There will be an answer!
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
Let it be - The Beatles
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary Comes to me,
Speaking words of wisdom,
Let It Be!
And in my hour of darkness,
She is standing right in front of me,
Whisper words of wisdom,
Let It Be!
Let it be! Let It Be! Let It be!
Let it be! Whisper Words of wisdom!
Let It Be!
When the broken hearted people,
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer,
Let it be!
For though they may be depart,
There is a chance that they will see,
There will be answer,
Let It be!
Let it be! Let it be! Let it be!
Let it be! There will be an answer!
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
[Instrumental Break]
Let it be! Let It be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shine one me,
Shine Until Tomorrow,
Let it be!
I wake to the sound of music,
Mother mary comes to me,
Speaking words of wisdom,
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! Let it be!
Let it be! There will be an answer!
Let it be!
Let it be! Let it be! let it be!
Let it be! Whisper words of wisdom!
Love
Love, a word that is used so many times. It's really just word meaning affection and so on. Like for example "I Love You Mom/Dad" [Parental love], "I love you my dear friend" [Friendship love], "I love you my brother/sister" [sibling love] "*Sreams* I Love You [Insert Celebrity's name], "I love to [insert hobby]" or to a lover which is of course "I love you" or someone you like which is "I like you". Strange word love. People have different views about it.
Me? I was foolishly falling in "like" with girls who had good looks, thinking that she's really nice BUT nope rejected yes BUT personality wise? Hmm 3/4 are not nice people and seems to be...I dunno not the best personalities I've met.
And This is what people called tiny/puppy love. Yea I was one of them, those teens who just confess "I LIKE YOU!". Now I look back and I said to myself mow "I am a fool and an Idoit for doing that, I was a fool and blind." Yeash I regret myself for putting myself in those situations confessing and smashing onto a wall blindly. Sometimes I even hide my feelings because I know I'll be facing another downfall. Likewise, from preious post before "If I fall in love, I'll crumble easily like biscuit'
In addition: Love at first sight is a myth, it's more like love at first lust [meaning falling in love with looks rather than personality]
Now? My opinion of love changed drastically. I'm Single and proud to be. I'll stay single until I get a job [and earn some money], meaning I must finish my course. I cannot let my education be ruin again by this foolish feeling. The love I believe in now is my family, friends and of course my religion. Those teen years were just a foolishness of an idoitic boy who just fell in liking which I thought which is love but it isn't. And love isn't like those mushy bashy romancy books, happy love in soap opreas and happily ever after movies which is 'perfect love'.
AND if there's a girl in philippines who just well let's say likes me, my answer is "well, I'm sorry I'm focusing on my studies right now and it's pointless". Likewise in philippines, when they notice you ain't interested in girls, they'll mark this person as 'gay' or a 'homo'. Rather insulting right? But I don't care what they call me, all I care is my studies. [go ahead call me a geek, that's what I am anyways, an anti-social geek]
Likewise here's my Priorities:
1)God and my Religion
2)Family
3)Friendship
4)Education
5)Me and my personal interests
What I learned from my family experiences of love during their younger years during college/University?
- There's one that will wait for you infront of the schoolgate, then follow you home and try to gain as much personal information from different people = Stalker
- One that delliberately goes into your home, acts like she/he is the helpful one of the family and desires this person = Clinger I call, why? Keeps on trying to get this person no matter what
- One will approuch in vibrant way that makes your heart "woot woot thud thud" - Flirtasaus, someone who flirt-a-ton. Intentions? something related to "S"
- The One = Soulmate [I believe in this, one man/woman will find the right person for her/him]
- Love? = More like possibly 'yes,I REALLY LIKE this person s/he is it', possible contridiction though. Like 'Not really the person to be'
These are my observations and personal opinion in love and also stories that I put into my perspective. As far as I'm concern there are many young teen people who are in puppy love, which I qoute my mom
"It won't last this one is little only and not 'true love', once you've get a job that's where it begins. Love during your education years is not important. What's important is your education, it's the only lifelong gift from your parents. And cherish only your family and friends."
I learned gravely from experience and regretted that I let myself down and as well affected me stupidly during my secondary years[not including IB]. I have a different view now because, I learned my lesson. And I swear that the ONLY LOVE I'M INTERESTED AND BELIEVING IN IS FAMILY AND FRIENDSHIP NOT RELATIONSHIOPand also my LOVE FOR MY INTERESTS AND SO ON.
I've changed abit I know. Some Views have changed. As we grow older, the more we change. But There's two things can't be changed, it's our personality and memories.
[To be honest, I was nervous when I was typing this post. It's the first time I blogged an overview of my love life and reviewed it and compared from then and now. Also I'm starting to understand why psychology seems to suitable for me, I'm a silent observer...An anti-social even.]
Note:Most songs are based on love, Some are about friendship, and little are about parents/family
Me? I was foolishly falling in "like" with girls who had good looks, thinking that she's really nice BUT nope rejected yes BUT personality wise? Hmm 3/4 are not nice people and seems to be...I dunno not the best personalities I've met.
And This is what people called tiny/puppy love. Yea I was one of them, those teens who just confess "I LIKE YOU!". Now I look back and I said to myself mow "I am a fool and an Idoit for doing that, I was a fool and blind." Yeash I regret myself for putting myself in those situations confessing and smashing onto a wall blindly. Sometimes I even hide my feelings because I know I'll be facing another downfall. Likewise, from preious post before "If I fall in love, I'll crumble easily like biscuit'
In addition: Love at first sight is a myth, it's more like love at first lust [meaning falling in love with looks rather than personality]
Now? My opinion of love changed drastically. I'm Single and proud to be. I'll stay single until I get a job [and earn some money], meaning I must finish my course. I cannot let my education be ruin again by this foolish feeling. The love I believe in now is my family, friends and of course my religion. Those teen years were just a foolishness of an idoitic boy who just fell in liking which I thought which is love but it isn't. And love isn't like those mushy bashy romancy books, happy love in soap opreas and happily ever after movies which is 'perfect love'.
AND if there's a girl in philippines who just well let's say likes me, my answer is "well, I'm sorry I'm focusing on my studies right now and it's pointless". Likewise in philippines, when they notice you ain't interested in girls, they'll mark this person as 'gay' or a 'homo'. Rather insulting right? But I don't care what they call me, all I care is my studies. [go ahead call me a geek, that's what I am anyways, an anti-social geek]
Likewise here's my Priorities:
1)God and my Religion
2)Family
3)Friendship
4)Education
5)Me and my personal interests
What I learned from my family experiences of love during their younger years during college/University?
- There's one that will wait for you infront of the schoolgate, then follow you home and try to gain as much personal information from different people = Stalker
- One that delliberately goes into your home, acts like she/he is the helpful one of the family and desires this person = Clinger I call, why? Keeps on trying to get this person no matter what
- One will approuch in vibrant way that makes your heart "woot woot thud thud" - Flirtasaus, someone who flirt-a-ton. Intentions? something related to "S"
- The One = Soulmate [I believe in this, one man/woman will find the right person for her/him]
- Love? = More like possibly 'yes,I REALLY LIKE this person s/he is it', possible contridiction though. Like 'Not really the person to be'
These are my observations and personal opinion in love and also stories that I put into my perspective. As far as I'm concern there are many young teen people who are in puppy love, which I qoute my mom
"It won't last this one is little only and not 'true love', once you've get a job that's where it begins. Love during your education years is not important. What's important is your education, it's the only lifelong gift from your parents. And cherish only your family and friends."
I learned gravely from experience and regretted that I let myself down and as well affected me stupidly during my secondary years[not including IB]. I have a different view now because, I learned my lesson. And I swear that the ONLY LOVE I'M INTERESTED AND BELIEVING IN IS FAMILY AND FRIENDSHIP NOT RELATIONSHIOPand also my LOVE FOR MY INTERESTS AND SO ON.
I've changed abit I know. Some Views have changed. As we grow older, the more we change. But There's two things can't be changed, it's our personality and memories.
[To be honest, I was nervous when I was typing this post. It's the first time I blogged an overview of my love life and reviewed it and compared from then and now. Also I'm starting to understand why psychology seems to suitable for me, I'm a silent observer...An anti-social even.]
Note:Most songs are based on love, Some are about friendship, and little are about parents/family
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