To Do List [updated]

This is my to do list once I get to philippines...And it's updated!:

- Enroll and register straight away, which means no sleep..
- Get broadband connection
- Do design and technology style while designing my study/library room's bookshelf and table
- Buy Psychology books and subject books
- Cook something
- Unpack things that were sent from brunei and organize them
- Organize books and school books
- Get cable TV, a must since I don't want to miss out the Euro 2008 football tournament and also don't want to miss my favorite TV shows like Gordan Ramsay, Mythbusterss and of course football
- Blog, my blog will be slightly not updated for around at least 2 to 3 weeks upon arrival in philippines
- Buy books....did I say that already? I did right?
- Enforce new diet, veggietarian diet here we go!
- Play Basketball....at least before school starts, you know lose some weight or play footy against the wall
- Study for four years then get transfered to another university to master psychology, OR transfer to Brunei to finalize medicine
- don't get tanned, I won't get tanned since I live in quite a cloudy place in philippines....especially nowadays I'm getting quite fairishly since I've been at home almost all my time
- READ [laughs]
- Look for "The Last Samurai"
- Check Blog, facebook and friendster if there any messages
- Eat muffins...the muffins are dealicious!
- bake Pizza
- organize my library or study room...computer placing and so on [ I did say this right?]
- get my own number
- get a new mobile phone number
- try to not lose my chinese and normal english accent...don't want to turn into muddled up english accent [Note: Keep reading the mandarin textbooks that Tsui Laoshi gave me]
- speak chinese when they say something weirdly while they think it's chinese [ni keyi bu keyi shou hanyu ma? keyi bu keyi ma? wo keyi shou yidianr, ni ne?]
- hope to find a new friend
- stay single as long as I can....I rather be single, so I can finish my studies which is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT
- having bonding time with cousins...might not happen since one might be starting uni quite early
- find professional photographer and take a new family picture....the 2006 one was taken by an amateur....might not happen but still hope might do
- buy reader's digest and T3 asap!
- Create my own bank account
- go to brunei during christmas and new year also maybe summer...the books in brunei are better actually. [Point? So many new books you know *grins*]

Before going to philippines I would:
- Join for 2 weeks and then Quit and leave Church Choir
- Clean my room and Pack some of the things in my room [IE leftover clothes, computer, Xbox 360, PS2 and books into the luggage]
- Read as much as I can, read two books at once
- Buy books I've reserved [three more]
- Keep on going online at night, morning and afternoon [If I don't find myself reading or playing]
- Watch as many football as I can
- Hang out with friend(s)
- Watch Naruto
- Buy Naruto
- Sing my recitals...try to invite as many people as i can who are in brunei....in April 25th at night...location? Will tell you when asked me [smiles]
- Cry
- Take pictures
- listen to sad songs....emotional
- cry even more
- watch chinese and korean shows
- Read Stalin's Ghost, No Country for old men, Thousand Pieces of Gold
- Cook
- Keep on singing
- try to end my mental writer's block

Here's a few things I'm sacred of:

- Losing friendships...that's the most painfulest thing would happen to me if it did happen...
- when friends leave...I tend to be quiet...why? it's hard when to see people leave
- Loneliness...I'm very much alone most of my time...it's hard really
- Leaving for good...I promise to myself that I will still go to brunei whenever I can

Here's What I'm happy about:
- Being an anti-social...I love my house and the library
- Quietness and Silentness publicly and socialy
- The way I am, I'm me! I'm unique! everyone is unique!
- My home in schools is the library, I feel safer when I'm surrounded by books

Remember, as we go on. We'll return to one place where we all began. I'm sure that 100% of us will be coming back to brunei after we've done our university studies, especially people like me, who are born and brought up in brunei. And I'm positive about this theory, where no matter where you go..you'll always comeback where you've begin your life and you'll end it there.

Me? Wo de? Moi? Ako? Watashi? I'm very sure I'll be coming back to Brunei. Wei She me? why? I see opportunities in Brunei even though being labelled as "Boring" or "No Nightlife", and it's really peaceful here but only tracfic jams and rainy days. Also, I would love to work where my mom works at the moment, in the hospital...So yeash I'm being positive. AND i don't mind applying for a PR (pernament resident) in Brunei, since I stayed here for about 18 years already!

Just remember that. I'm coming home.