Old Self

Hello old self, how are you?
I'm good joseph, you?
Quite disturbed but I'm fine,
How so disturbed?
Nonsense thoughts, disturbing dreams, emootions and feelings,
About?
I don't really want to talk about it, I don't my friends to worry about me too much now,
I see,
Well, old self. I kinda miss you,
Really? You miss the loneliness you would feel?
Yes, I do somehow.
The loneliness you felt during IB? when you went so low becoming emotional?
Yes, that. I miss.
So, why don't you come back to me? your old self?
It's depressing if I do.
But you've been talking to me last thursday, if you havent noticed before you talked to kf
I know that, I talked to you. And you were right anyways.
Joseph, I'm your old self. You can come back anytime you want,
No. I don't want to.
But are you happy with your new self? I know you've changed since IB, abandoning me.
I dont know.
Really? Are you sure? You're back to where you thanks to me.
I'm sure I am capable what I can do. Besides, I'm liking my new self so far.
I see, but be sure. You listen to your old music.
You mean linkin park and nickelback?
Yes. that. To keep in touch with me.
Okay, I will.
And stop thinking nonsense things as an advice from your friends and from me. And ignore your bad dreams just like kf said, don't mind those dreams you'll worry even more than you are. And stop worrying her, you talked to her too much about how you feel lately, you'll just worry her you know.
Yes my old self i shall.
Great talking to you.
Yeash. Nice talking to you again.
Remember, I'm within you, you can talk to me when need me.
Yea. See you.
Bye

[This has to be my most disturbing post I've typed, I'm actually talking to my old personality...disturbing yes....]