Bad Luck?

Hearing a person that is not there calling out your name is bad luck.

Yes it is true, i heard twice today. And it was female voice.

I had a great exam but bad luck stricken me at night

why?

I hate my life in philippines..

despite how much I want make it coluorful with my tales in my blog

but I am speaking honestly here

I dislike my life (except for the joy of my friend) in philippines.

Why?

My grandmother is a tyrant dictator. Rules with the iron claw. Annoyingly starts arguements so quickly after you've done something nice to her.
She is not what I have known her as a child...I guess the truth hurts more right?
My aunts (mom's sister and sister in law) and uncle (mom's brother in law) and my two cousins (mom's sister's kids) are the most gossipy bunch I have ever heard and seen, and not very secretive of what i tell them. It is like no secret here is kept secret. I hate it all.

i know this not the usual post from me but today has urged me to type this down and show you that my life here is mediocore and on the verge of me wanting to transfer back to brunei.

I know the concequences if I transfered back, people in the uni i'm in will think I transfered because of KF BUT that is not the case! I have personal reasons why I WANT to transfer. My relatives may dislike me if I transfer back and lose their trust. But so what? it's my life and education life. I have no freedom like I do in Brunei, my freedom here is limited to nearly nothing. People who live in dorms are lucky because they have one thing I dont have...which is freedom! but unlucky due to curfew and other things.

I want my freedom back...like i use to have in brunei. My parents understands me better than they do.

And all this was because of me wanting to study tomorrow at school and my grandmother forbade me just because I dont have any subject of exam tomorrow....I RATHER BE IN SCHOOL THAN BE DISTURBED BY THEIR NOISE! Yes those calling voices are bad luck.

I hate my life at home here in the philippines...I know I don't have the national pride of my country anymore, I don't really bloody care if manny pacqiao really does win, I don't really care whatever achievement they have attained.

Please I want to be like I was in brunei.

Philippines is not what I have expected.

Yes it's my exam period and I'm not suppose to blog.

wish me luck for zoology.